Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Yesterday I drank too much beer. It’s not good for my mental or physical health. I lay in bed all night tossing and turning. I listened to some god awful videos about bodybuilders shopping and cooking food. I need to find something to replace these urges to drink. I feel like such a loser.
I had to get up early today and take out the trash. Six empty silos got stuffed into the trash bag. That’s the last of the icehouse edge and natty daddy swill. Why am I drinking beer made out of corn syrup anyway? I have better things to do than waste my time getting wasted. I should be exercising and paying attention to my diet. I should stick to tea if I need something to swill. All I know is that this can not go on. I am done being a loser.