I got wasted yesterday on cheap beer. I feel bad about this relapse. It has given me new resolve to stay sober. I have work to get done today as well. The lawn needs a good mowing and I need to work on my relationship with my Father, who probably thinks I am nuts after the lousy dinner last night. Oh well, he didn’t bother me last night and even shared his popcorn with me.
I am almost out of money for booze anyway. I think I spent about 400 dollars total on beer and other drinks from my stimulus check, and it is looking like there will be no second payout from the government. I got my flower seeds in the mail yesterday, so maybe I will do some fall gardening. I think I really need to get my shit together and realize that alcohol causes me nothing but problems and heartache. Later readers.